How many times have I tried to go around and escape but you find me and grind the crushing gravitational pull of Karma. I hide for a while but then I name my Dog Kali and scream Kali Gopeee out loud everyday for years without knowing I am reciting a Mantra, yes of course you came into my life. Then you bring me a predetermined real life Kali Gopi A Baul from Bengali.
I try to find as many ways as I can to slip through her hands but Maa is always there waiting, ever waiting and hanging on. Mercy, mercy please. Time is ever present and always there, time is grinding and polishing at the same time, dual action, as I get older I thought life would be easier.
How I have experienced her love is, if you can do it at twenty, she will give you more in your 30's and if you can make it through that, she will pile on more at 40, and then she says, you are doing a great job, lets see if you can do your 50's and we will give you more to work through, omg if you make it to 60 and through 60 she just keeps piling on because her love shows no bounds and she wants to reward her children with burning as much karma in one life as possible..
Ma is not the easy path! Yes, she is love but her love is to make you evolve and burn as much karma as possible.
Here on earth I think we call this burning of karma, suffering and it is always optional in how we deal with suffering! Just don't be surprised when she actually comes to you.